"They started lining kids up by class in the fire house so they could start to sign them out to parents," Jacob said. More. At home it felt like we tried every therapy: trauma-focused [cognitive behavioral therapy], play therapy, grief therapy, talk therapy, equine therapy, tapping, aromatherapy, MNR, and art and music therapy. She will graduate from Newtown High School next week. There were no Hollywood celebrities leading chants, no pop stars belting anthems. Gun violence destroys people, families, neighborhoods, communities, schools, districts, towns, friendships, marriages, livelihoods and so much more. Published on December 7, 2022 11:00 AM. ", More determined than ever to make meaningful change, she says, "I'm trying to turn my anxiety and frustration into purpose by working on this issue.". "I have to figure out where I am and how to get out. All Rights Reserved. CLICK HERE to read about the 'hero teacher,' the principal and 20 children who lost their lives. Survivors of the 2012 Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting boarded a bus in the parking lot of Newtown High School at 5 a.m. Saturday for the drive down to Washington, D.C., to join in the March . Were you watching the live stream? one of them was saying on the phone. Catalog this book for the school library, but not that one. Carlitos RodriguezParkland, Florida 2018Barricaded himself behind a door. The law also created the nation's first dangerous weapon registry and broadened what classifies as an assault weapon, leading to a ban of more than 150 models. The Uvalde tragedy has opened painful memories for survivors of past shootings, including Cyrena Arokium. January 3, 2021 6:05pm. We subsequently also met with members of the Amish community who had suffered their own tragedy about five years earlier. The media center director is a close friend of Mindy and mine, and they were the very last group to exit the . Now the rally was nearing its end, and Gonzlez was about to take the stage. "It's quite ironic, I think when you look at the lyrics," Samantha Fuentes, a Parkland school shooting survivor who appears in the PSA, told "Good Morning America." I found that moment in the darkest time. So as a teenager who's had all of that ripped from me -- it's almost like something that you wish that I could have. Susie Ehrens daughter witnessed the shooting while in the classroom of Victoria Leigh Soto, who died trying to protect her students. "I think for teachers, they are that first line of defense in the school, they really know their students," Masi said. Thats somehow part of why Im here. Victoria Soto , age 27 Victoria Soto. SCHENECTADY, NY - 14-year-old Samantha Humphrey was reported missing on November 26th. Nicole Melchionno. . "I have a plan in the back of my head almost everywhere I go now," Walczak told "GMA." She asked Touray to breathe with her. How James Harden is helping an MSU shooting survivor . By Kaitlin Lewis On 12/7/22 at 11:33 PM EST. I want them with me up there, Touray said, after someone suggested that she change clothes. Nick WalczakChardon, Ohio 2012Shot three times. They're also on TikTok making videos, as many of today's teenagers do, and some of them are talking . Sunday Morning. I suffer from PTSD, depression, anxiety, insomnia. These subsequent months and years are the more difficult phase, the fraught part two. A Warner Bros. 2 min read. "I felt that I needed to do more. Andrew told ABC News that the government and the nation "know the solutions" to stopping more mass violence, pointing to proposed limitations on magazines for ammunition and age restrictions for purchasing assault-style weapons. After murdering his mother at their home, Adam Lanza fatally shot 20 children and 6 adults at Sandy Hook Elementary School before taking his own life. So, it's not easy at all, especially being young. Touray buried her head in her hands, until at last she looked up. Once inside, he turned left instead of right, where Nicole's classroom was located, and opened fire, killing 20 terrified first graders and 6 educators in the nation's first mass shooting at an elementary school and one of the worst in U.S. history. The fact that this is the second mass shooting that I have now lived through is incomprehensible, Matthews said. Its just a cowinkidence. I can remember walking up to my front door, putting my hand on the doorknob and thinking, Pull yourself together, you are about to see your kids, before I turned the handle. Her sister was killed at Oxford High. A group of survivors, including Fuentes and Touray, had been asked to stand behind her in a show of solidarity. For more on Nicole Melchionno and the 10th anniversary of the Sandy Hook Elementary school shooting, subscribe now to PEOPLE or pick up this week's issue, on newsstands Friday. She has wisdom beyond her years.". He had 1.2 million Twitter followers. Now Im floating. She was fighting not to pass out. Two were killed. Samantha Fuentes, Parkland, FL 2018. Theres no training for navigating the. "Well, she saw someone who she felt was angry and someone she felt was very mad," Solomon said. Touray had just started seeing a therapist, because fear had changed who she was, too. How difficult the aftermath is, and the decisions it entails, hasnt been easily understood. 2023 Cable News Network. But we can no longer just provide love and prayers. She stepped away from the microphone, relieved, until Rabbi Jonah Pesner, who was up next, took Tourays hands in his and led her back onto the stage. All shared in the dismay and frustration they feel watching more school shootings occur. She loved reconnecting, but what almost always brought them together was another massacre. Thus begins the latest installment of Sandy Hook Promise's award-winning series of PSAs to try to shed light on the dark realities of life after a school shooting. Just moved here, imagine that. Aalayah Eastmond, who also survived the Parkland shooting and participated in the PSA, told "GMA" that she struggles each day with survivor's guilt after her friend, Nicholas Dworet, sacrificed his life to save hers. Just calm down. It was gunfire. She was too shaken to say anything more. We can no longer allow this to happen. I think, as a collective, were all very tired, she said, between drags on a vape pen. Photo: Sasha Arutyunova. Samantha Fuentes, an 18-year-old senior at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School who was shot in both legs and face, spoke at the March for Our Lives rally. The survivors here illustrate how theyve practiced healing, forgiveness and faith in the wake of the Sandy Hook shooting. Her mother encouraged her to speak up, so she did. We have the most valuable thing on our side that anybody can have in politics besides an enormous boatload of money, which is time, he told her. Two Connecticut State police officers accompany a class of students, and two adults, out of Sandy Hook Elementary School, Dec. 14, 2012. Go back to school right away, but dont go back too soon. Touray leaned against a chain-link fence and closed her eyes, placing a hand on her forehead. She suffers from tinnitus in her ears and could eventually go blind in one eye. In so many ways, Mrs. Clements brought my daughter back to us. He was the face of the movement shed just joined. Cindy Clement Carlson was in the library at the time of the shooting. As the kids were exiting their school, they were told to put their hands on the shoulders of the student in front of them and to close their eyes as they walked. There's no handbook on how to survive a school shooting and what to do afterwards.". By entering your email and clicking Sign Up, you're agreeing to let us send you customized marketing messages about us and our advertising partners. The . At the microphone was Sen. Richard Blumenthal (D-Conn.), who had followed House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D-Calif.), who had followed Sen. Chris Murphy (D-Conn.), who had followed Moms Demands founder, Shannon Watts. On Wednesday, police pulled a body from that river, and on Monday, the Schenectady police confirmed the body to be that of Humphrey. Fuentes understood. This year, Hegarty said many of the messages she . Standing just outside the conference room, she watched Browning explain their schedule to Touray, who had been recruited to help lobby members of Congress and give a speech at an event that afternoon. Calm down, her mother said, again and again. We can no longer be complacent.. My daughter has many years to decide what she wants to do with her life. The Daily Mail saidthe girl was the first student to run out of the Sandy Hook Elementary School following the mass shooting, which left 20 children and 6 adults dead. Some of her starkest memories of the massacre are waiting to hear if he was alive and safe. It's been nearly two years since a disturbed young man, Adam Lanza, opened fire . 'Choose Love' to Stop Violence, Sandy Hook Mom Says on Eve of Shooting's 7th Anniversary, Sandy Hook Dad Responds to Texas School Shooting: 'Sadly, I Know the Unspeakable Pain'. I think Im going to throw up, Touray said, rushing into a white tent nearby. Sept. 7, 2022, at 7:03 a.m. Raised With Trauma, Sandy Hook Survivors Send Hope to Uvalde. 311,000 students have seen gun violence at school since Columbine. CNN Sans & 2016 Cable News Network. And if I'm somewhere that has stairs or something, it's very nerve-wracking because I am stuck there.". A brave six-year-old became the sole survivor of her first grade class at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Conn. because she played dead as shooter Adam Lanza went on his rampage. She and three other student survivors, as well as a school employee there that day, detailed their experience and the effects that day still has on them in an interview that aired Sunday with "This Week" co-anchor and Chief Global Affairs Correspondent Martha Raddatz. As a child, she rarely paid attention to the news and was only allowed to watch PBS Kids on weekdays. ", He continued, "How at 6 and a half years old can you be that smart, that brave? 1 of 3. I need help, Touray told her, tears trickling down the side of her nose. People who are at risk of hurting themselves or others often show warning signs before an act of violence takes place. She is returning this month with other teens to commemorate the 10th anniversary of the Sandy Hook shooting at the Annual National Vigil for All Victims of Gun Violence. Howd the interviews go? Fuentes asked Touray, the two of them standing together in a gated VIP section next to the March for Our Lives stage, where Hogg was midway through his speech. This package will come together quickly, or it wont come together at all, said Blumenthal, who was helping lead negotiations with Republicans. Read them below. Rallying, lobbying, demanding change and maintaining the momentum. "I have issues with mobility and getting around. These are all things that I have to juggle on a daily basis.". Its not okay. Seeing young new activists like Touray was both refreshing and dispiriting, because they were joining a movement that hadnt been able to end the crisis. In the four years between the massacre that led Fuentes to stand on a D.C. stage for the first time and Tourays intention to do the same, there had been at least 130 shootings at schools, another 57 people killed and more than 115,000 children admitted to the circle of survivors. Subscribe to Must Reads. 2023 ABC News Internet Ventures. She refuses to let it move on. NEWTOWN, Conn. Fuentes walked up first, and Gomes went behind her. And for Andrew, it meant nightmares in the immediate months after. Obama Says He Felt 'Not Just Sorrow, But Anger' After Sandy Hook Shooting as 10-Year Anniversary Approaches, Sandy Hook 10 Years Later: Remembering the 89 Students Killed in School Shootings From that Day Until Now, Barack Obama Addresses Uvalde Shooting Nearly 10 Years After Sandy Hook: 'Our Country Is Paralyzed', Mich. 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The shrapnel buried in her muscles made it hard to stand for too long. Experiencing the trauma of one school shooting is one too many. Suddenly, as they were walking over to it, hundreds of people rushed by the metal fence in front of them, screaming as they sprinted toward Constitution Avenue, away from the rally. Watch their stories. Matthews is not the only MSU survivor faced with the aftermath of their second school massacre. We teach conflict resolution by talking out problems. Now Fuentes, 22, had come back for a second march, but shed long ago shed the naive hope of those early days. 1 / 7. "It's like the epitome of what you imagine -- the typical teenage American life, the carefree worries of what that era of your experience is. Now I want to remember, because Im at the age of action and responsibility. People wanted to help me forget, because a loud noise would go off and Id get so upset that I couldnt breathe, or even think. Shed gone to funeral after funeral, staring into open caskets at swollen faces that looked nothing like the kids she knew. Theres training for a wild animal in the school, for high wind, for an active shooter. It was easier when the horrified mind took control of the body. All Rights Reserved. That promise that everything was going to be OK. "There was glass and obviously blood and I didn't want to step on anything. Part of HuffPost Personal. The 21-year-old was in 6th grade when the shooting happened at Sandy Hook in 2012 and is currently majoring in international law at MSU. They were among the most important figures in the fight for reform, Touray had just learned. Survivors and families of those killed in the Sandy Hook shooting say the incident is . We can no longer allow this to happen. The scene outside Sandy Hook Elementary School on Dec. 14, 2012. A college student who survived the deadly shooting that killed three students and critically wounded five others Monday night at Michigan State University also lived through the horrific Sandy Hook massacre over 10 years ago. Now Touray and Fuentes decided to get a photo together in front of a blue background adorned in March for Our Lives logos. And now it was nearly her turn. Theres training for a wild animal in the school, for high wind, for an active shooter. We are, he said. The 10-year-old's father, Oscar, couldn . Americans are afraid to go to school, the movies, the mall, concerts, work, church, parking lots. "Ten years and two months ago, I survived the Sandy . So she ignored her dread and got on the plane. Someone started yelling, and then people started ducking, and so we started running, because we thought somebody was trying to kill us.. Everything about these gatherings left her conflicted. Her husband, Bill Sherlach, is also part of Sandy Hook Promise, and has spoken out about the importance of the lawsuit he joined against an AR-15 manufacturer. "It's just so painfully common in this country," she says. Nick Walczak, a survivor of the 2012 mass shooting at Chardon High School in Chardon, Ohio, said he now thinks three steps ahead wherever he goes in case he's caught in another shooting. Survivors of the 2012 Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting send a message about hope, pain and grief to the children of Uvalde, Texas. But I work two full-time jobs to try to change that. The following narratives, written by survivors of the Sandy Hook shooting, provide intimate accounts of the transformative nature of trauma. Touray had arrived in D.C. unsure of whether she was meant to be an activist, but by Saturday, she felt convinced of it. The year after the shooting, we needed to be sure each child was placed with the right second-grade teacher. Now more than ever, its essential to know the signs.. 1 min read. Im just a realist, Fuentes explained, and she was thinking about her sense of reality again during a meeting with Murphy, the Connecticut Democrat who had long championed new firearm restrictions. Shed recited a poem shed written entitled Enough.. But shed come to D.C. despite her growing cynicism, because she needed this community of survivors and the activism that helped her manage the trauma. What Touray didnt say: Theyd escaped through a window and ran. She started trembling. I continue to teach at another school in Newtown, trying to build a generation of empathetic problem solvers. At home it felt like we tried every therapy: trauma-focused [cognitive behavioral therapy], play therapy, grief therapy, talk therapy, equine therapy, tapping, aromatherapy, MNR, and art and music therapy. The joy of her conquering her greatest fear, is beyond my adult comprehension. The Leukemia and Lymphoma Society named her one of its students of the year in March for raising money and awareness for the disease. But Hogg wanted her to understand that he meant it. Teacher Abbey Clements was in her classroom at the time of the shooting. Published Dec 3, 2021. The school system refused to support the visit so we met off-site on a cold weekend in January. Fuentes stared into the teens vacant eyes, her heart aching for Tourays anguish and her own and for all the others who had been scarred by school shootings and would never entirely escape what theyd endured. She stood at the lectern and glanced down at the speech on her phone. The teens and young adults in the video, it turns out, are survivors of some of the worst school shootings in the nation's history, who have experienced varying degrees of physical . experts who all told us they knew the solution. It is the deadliest mass murder by a single perpetrators in the history of Thailand. Jacob was in the library at the time and locked 19 students in a closet to keep them safe. As the school district went into lockdown during the chaos, Matthews crouched in place with her . appreciated. You were meant for this.. "Let's bring it into the light and say these are the concerns that our kids are having," said Masi. We teach conflict resolution by talking out problems. When Nicole, who was just a girl when she survived the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting a decade ago, first heard about the shooting at Robb Elementary School in Uvalde, Texas, she broke down in tears. Advertisement "She ran out of the school building covered from head to toe with blood and the first thing she said to her mom was, 'Mommy, I'm OK but all my . It's been nearly nine years since the Sandy Hook Elementary School mass shooting that rocked the U.S. in December of 2012, meaning that even those among the youngest survivors have recently entered high school. The school district floated the idea of bringing in substitute teachers if we were not up to returning, but not one staff member thought the kids should return to a school full of strangers. The joy of her conquering her greatest fear, is beyond my adult comprehension. Theyd hear later that a man in the crowd had shouted something that sounded like gun during a moment of silence for Uvalde, sparking a stampede. (Video: The Washington Post, Photo: Getty/The Washington Post). A few minutes later, a man with a clipboard and a headset ushered Touray toward the stage. Then Touray ascended with the rest of the activists, stopping and steadying herself in the middle of the stage. He said the young girl described the shooter to her mom in a way that only a young child can. She felt the same about seeing old friends from other gun safety organizations. Fuentes was studying film at Hunter College in New York and worked at a jewelry wholesaler in Manhattan, but activism had long felt like her real job. For more on Nicole Melchionno, listen below to our daily podcast PEOPLE Every Day. This time is different, Touray had heard people she admired say over and over last week, and she believed them. Then it was time for them to join the others on stage. Aalayah EastmondParkland, Florida 2018Hid under body of classmate to survive a shooting. "In May 2018, a gunman walked into my school," Louis said. Demanding that conservative lawmakers acknowledge a moral obligation to protect children from guns hadnt succeeded, Fuentes realized, so maybe that was the wrong approach. NEWPORT The bell atop Our Lady of Mercy Chapel will ring 26 times Tuesday morning at 9:30, echoing across the Salve Regina University campus to honor the lives lost at Sandy Hook Elementary School nine years ago.. Anne Marie Carlson, a survivor of the Sandy Hook shooting and freshman student at the university, requested the ringing of the bell. On 14 December 2012, 20 children - aged between five and 10 - and six staff members were killed at Sandy Hook when a gunman opened fire with a semi-automatic rifle before killing himself. Two Connecticut State Police officers escort a class of students and two adults out of Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Conn., Dec. 14, 2012, after a shooter entered the building and killed 20 children and six adults before taking his own life. It was one of the deadliest school shootings in U.S. history. At least youre doing something about it, she said. Thousands of other students have the same story. She had been invited to speak at an event hosted by Moms Demand Action in front of the Capitol Reflecting Pool, but she hadnt understood until she and Fuentes arrived that hundreds of people and dozens of cameras would be watching her. Student Geneva Cunningham was in fourth grade at the time of the shooting. How difficult the aftermath is, and the decisions it entails, hasnt been easily understood. In the end, beyond family, it was the love of Mrs. Clements, a teacher, that softened my daughters heart and opened her mind. "The truth is that gun violence is in everybody's backyard across the nation," Fuentes said. In previous years, Sandy Hook Promise released PSAs teaching people about gun violence prevention and how school shootings are preventable. +117 students and teachers have been fatally shot at schools since Sandy Hook. To Fuentes, being right didnt matter much, not anymore. "It makes me angry, because it doesn't have to keep happening," Jacob, the Sandy Hook library clerk, told ABC News. "We kept saying, 'That was Daniel, Daniel was coming. In 2018, Samantha Fuentes survived a school shooting in Parkland, Florida. Chase YarbroughSanta Fe, Texas 2018Shot six times. She described heading to class after lunch and her friends hearing a sound that reminded them of balloons popping. But this year, she has decided she wants to be a teacher at Sandy Hook School. 2. Jackie Matthews was in the sixth grade in Newtown, Connecticut, when a 20-year-old assailant shot and killed 26 students and faculty members at Sandy Hook Elementary School in 2012. "I couldn't get the sounds out of my head during the night," he told ABC News. Samantha Fuentes, an 18-year-old senior at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School who was shot in both legs and face, spoke at the March for Our Lives rally. Story editing by Lynda Robinson. The lawmakers they had begged to listen ignored them, and the school shootings continued. Updated. In the 10 years since Sandy Hook, gun laws in the U.S. haven . Six months ago, she was grief-stricken and adrift, struggling to sleep, despite the melatonin and Benadryl. Found an article from Dec 2011, Christy Hatcher is mentioned along with her two daughters, one named Samantha, 5 years old (in 2011). And the aftermath of such tragedy is larger and darker than you might imagine. She stood in the corner, facing the wall, and called her mom. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6203604. Well, she saw someone who she felt was angry and somebody who she felt was mad. Enough is enough.. Gomes, the Sandy Hook survivor, told Touray she would stand next to her. Real survivors share how their teenage years were impacted by the trauma of surviving a school shooting. Americans are afraid to go to school, the movies, the mall, concerts, work, church, parking lots. But Murphy urged Fuentes, Touray and the other activists to keep doing what theyd been doing. She imagined being shot, dying alone. Pressleys words left Touray feeling hopeful, even after a more somber meeting with Blumenthal, a Connecticut Democrat, who told the group that he wasnt sure whether the Senate would pass any new legislation, and if they did, it wouldnt include many of the items they wanted most. Nicole was in the second grade when a gunman shot and killed 26 people at her school in Newtown, Connecticut, in December 2012. In 2018, when she was in eighth grade, she started to become involved in gun violence prevention. Save them before its too late.. She needed to take breaks. The staff was largely left to fend for themselves in those early months, with little or no mental health support. Speaking from a room across the road from where Anthony Dwayne McRae gunned down several MSU students just hours before, Matthews said she still suffers from a full-blown PTSD fracture in her lower back from the hours spent crouching in her classroom. And angry at the same time, because, you know, the world watched what happened to Sandy Hook," Jacob said. So many are willing to share their stories with those who have and will suffer as we have. According to a report released earlier this year by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, gun violence is the leading cause of death for teens, which is a concern facing many students returning to school this Fall. Kaitlin Roig-DeBellis had just sat her first-graders down for a morning meeting at Sandy Hook Elementary . The lone survivor of one of the two Sandy Hook Elementary School first-grade classrooms where Adam Lanza allegedly shot and killed 20 children tricked the gunman by playing dead, the girl's pastor said. I continue to teach at another school in Newtown, trying to build a generation of empathetic problem solvers. Alissa is the co-founder of. And also, dont lose hope.. I want to be able to swim not in a sea of grief, she continued, before asking Congress to pass the new laws that March for Our Lives staffers had helped her work into the speech. Now, at the hotel, Fuentes headed off to change into her blue March for Our Lives T-shirt, her black folder of talking points still unopened, and Touray found a quiet space on the other side of the room where she could study all of them, hoping to come up with a question that would somehow make a difference. Tear down the old school, but keep a school in Sandy Hook. I thought we could change things and make it so that things like what happened at Oxford dont happen anymore. Sandy Hook Promise, an organization founded by parents who lost their children to gun violence, has a new PSA showing the realities of life after a school shooting in hopes of preventing the next one Abbey Clements was the exact right person for her at that time. On May 24, a gunman killed 19 students and two teachers at . Youre okay, Gomes said. Photo editing by Mark Miller and Mark Gail. He looked her in the eyes. Unfortunately, so far Ive been wrong.. You are also agreeing to our Terms of Service and Privacy Policy. More than a decade has passed since Jackie Matthews survived the Sandy Hook shooting, crouched down in her sixth grade class in a different school in the . He would have turned 18 that day. Lily Altavena. Now a freshman at Siena College, Bisset has organized a remembrance at t document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); Thanks for contacting us. Gradually the mind kicks back in and then decisions and realities came one after another. "She ran out of the school building covered from head to toe with blood and the first thing she said to her mom was, 'Mommy, I'm OK but all my friends are dead,'" Pastor Jim Solomon told ABC News' Lara Spencer this weekend. How One Sandy Hook Survivor Is Moving Forward 3 Years Later. It's been nine years since a gunman murdered first-grader Jesse Lewis, 19 of his schoolmates, and six adults at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Connecticut.. Jesse would be 15 now, the same age as some of the students at Oxford High School, where a shooting last week took the lives of 14-year-old Hana St. Juliana, 16-year-old Tate Myre, 17-year-old Justin Shilling, and 17-year-old Madisyn . At the time, Fuentes thought she was lucky. Now a senior at MSU, Matthews was a student at Reed Intermediate School in Newtown, Conn., which was placed on lockdown on Dec. 14, 2012 when gunman Adam Lanza killed 20 students and six teachers at Sandy Hook Elementary school, which is just over the highway. She has learned to manage her anxiety, which has lessened over the years. And it will get better. "I think as well as you can expect them to," he said of how the girl's mother and father are handling the trauma. Cindy Clement Carlson has lived in Sandy Hook for 18 years. Design by Irfan Uraizee. 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